February 2010
the bff
we dont need bfs as long as we have each other.
im not trying to be a bitch. i just dont wanna...
i just found more pics of me at a gogo event last...
i call California Psychics
i dont necessarily believe everything they say. But there ares those days where i feel like i really dont know where to go. I feel like i am pulled in so many directions. and i want to quit some things in my life but i cant. and when i call a “psychic” it gives me this (i guess what you can say FALSE) hope. and i can keep going. its complicated. anyways. so my psychic said i was going...
January 2010
www.formspring.me/jimaye
can you give us details on mikey?
ahhh. he was so two guys ago. jk. lets see. we met. we liked each other. i went back to nor cal. he stayed in so cal. we were happy. he broke up with me cos “he wasnt ready” (typically kid thing to say- its code for “i wanna fuck around more before committing”) im not blaming him. everyone is curious. i wanted him back. he realized what he...
in sac until tomorrow night...
i feel sooo RELAXED here. and it was nice seeing YER again.
If i smiled any harder, I'd pull a muscle. thanks...
Hi, I'm Jimaye. I'm the creator and leader of this...
any questions?
For the first time I have a second to breathe.
1. Its not “broke up” or “brake up” its BREAK up.
2. Im taking an investment Decal. im excited.
3. Happy birthday KER YANG! Tomorrow is Yer’s bday!
4. My roomies and I are finally moving out of our apartment. Im excited to have my own room again. will be nice.
5. I erased you from my life because you disappoint me. I hate seeing people I care about FAIL IN LIFE....
I like to keep myself busy
marcfnavarro:
to keep the thoughts that I don’t want to be thinking about awaaaay. Thank you for everything that’s keeping me busy.
ditto.
I FREAKIN LOVE MY LIFE.
no joke, i am stressed out as fuck. school is hard. there is soo much to do a work. main stacks is tiring (but fun). money is stressing. but damn. my life shits on yours.
so the other night while i was gogoin, a guy asked me for my number. i gave it to him cos he was cute. only to find out that he is starting a new underwear line and wants me to be one of the models. so today i went to go try...
public health and me.
so today i worked with the alameda public health department in downtown oakland. the goal of today’s project was to bring the h1n1 vaccine to the public. often times people do not get medication that they need because 1. they dont have the money 2.they dont have the time 3.they dont have the resources. Alameda public health county in collaboration with the oakland fire department and other...
help.
jlbel:
jimaye:
jlbel:
jimaye:
im asking for it.
whats wrong?
im just overwhelmed.
to much on your plate?
yes too much.
help.
jlbel:
jimaye:
im asking for it.
whats wrong?
im just overwhelmed.
help.
im asking for it.
...
right now i am on the verge of a break down. i feel it. i feel dirty. oily. i am irritated, frustrated. overwhelmed. stressed the fuck out. i have so much hw to do for tomorrow 8am-830pm. classses. jam packed. fml. the past week and a half has been nothing but 18 hour long days. five hour a night of sleep, if that. im mental and physically exhausted.
but im trying to hold it together. crying...
H1N1 vaccine
If you want to get your vaccine for FREE come to 12th st Bart station. I am working with the alameda public health department and we are doing vaccinations!!! 3-6 pm.
how do i say this nicely?
when you tell me stories about your life, they are boring.
when you tell me about school, i think about how you wont get in.
when you told me you love me, i didnt believe you.
when i said i wouldnt hurt you, i did. you just dont know it. if only you knew.
let me remind you, this is my game. you dont fuck with the creator.
i have three photoshoots lined up.
first one is sunday at 9 am.
2010 you had 26 days to prepare for me. its go time.
a guy asked me out on a date today... the first...
but i put him on hold. getting my life together before i worry about guys. priorities first. but damn. hes cute.
i want you out of my life. you are the first ex...
i deleted your number. dont talk to me. dont contact me. i could care less if you DIE. so please do.
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY...
the opportunities that arise from gogo dancing.
-three photographers want to do a shoot with me.- how the hell did i lose their cards?
-400 dollars richer
-2 hot guys
-confidence
I'm comfortable in your arms, but since you're...
jaelinnammee:
But I won’t lie, I’m still missing you like crazy.
you are too cute.
hey. can you follow me back in tumblr? :) you’re one of my tumblr crushes :)
i did. you better be interesting.
Make me smile…
if i knew who you were i could try. but im sure you can smile without my help.
ill do you one better. i love you- ill let you go....
The key to my heart...
Argue with me. And give me a good argument. If u win, u got me.
Good friends are like stars, you don't always see...
To yer. We read this on my fridge together and looked at each other. =]
I need to take my own advice.
I am always telling people to be strong and trying to motivate them to be happy when really, I feel just as helpless. Only difference is that I don’t have anyone cheering me (other than but myself.) That’s why I view it as confidence and not being conceited. You think u know, but u have no idea.
I can't sleep.
I woke up At 1, 2, 3, abd now 5. I keep going into the half asleep, half awake stages. I hate that. Oddly I had dreams about tumblr people that I don’t even follow anymore. Loveinlasvegas is an example. I also dreamed I was in socal. But socal looked a lot like elk grove. Janay Vivian and I had Chinese food. Weird cos Janay and Vivian don’t even know each other. So random.
I also...
“When you choose to let me in, the wait is worth it. Even if only for a moment,...”
– Thatdorkdennis (via thatdorkdennis)
It's like you don't know me.
It’s not that I wouldn’t take help if it was given to me. It’s the fact that no one can help me. So what’s the point in asking? Unless someone wants to give me 10,000 bucks, there really isn’t anything anyone can do. Not even my parents can help me.
every single night i always open my iscopes app to see the next day’s horoscope. i read through it-daily, extended, monthly, next month, finance, romantic. (yes i read the monthly over and over) i know its so stupid to read and believe this stuff but it helps. sometimes i dont feel as strong as i actually am. sometimes i stop believing in myself and i just want to cry. but when i read my...
okies. breathe. take everything one step at a...
yes its true.
i still love you.
ive given up on 2010. im waiting for the year of...